I’ve decided…

This blog is basically done, at least for now. I’ve lost interest in continuing it or more to the point, I’ve lost interest in sharing things here I’ve shared in the past. That doesn’t mean I suddenly don’t have anything to post about it just means I don’t have much content! So, for now, I’ll be putting energy into other things. That means don’t take this blog off your RSS feed but don’t hold your breath waiting for new posts.

People have heard this before. I’m not deleting the blog or turning it private or doing anything drastic. Yet. (grin) I’m still debating how/when/what to focus on if I pay more attention to my “normal” blog. I need to re-evaluate things. I have more time for husband-wife time if I’m not writing blog posts…and it seems J. and I appear to be picking up where we left off, or where we would be if we hadn’t missed a few weeks.

Vitamins

In case anyone is interested… The vitamins I mention here… omg! Amazing changes with my last period. I’m interested to see if my cycle length changes any as well. Like J. didn’t even remember my first day of my period was my first day of my period. I was able to function!

I’ll share specifics for anyone interested. Probably no one is, but I’m throwing it out just in case. I had done some googling (and looking at site more reputable than web md . com and discovered I was a few months away from looking like I have PMDD. So. Yea. Vitamins in large doses, since they work, are definitely better than something like anti-depressants (again).

It’s alive!

I’ve been so focused on school, getting enough sleep, seeing my husband, reading, and otherwise not going crazy I haven’t even bothered making a post saying I’ll not be posting.

I figured it became rather obvious. So yes, I’m still alive. I’m still busy with school. Boring, I know. I’ve finished one of my huge papers which is actually due tomorrow so I guess some of the pressure is letting up. I still have another paper to finish which is due tomorrow though!

We haven’t even had/taken the time for much fun. It was last month that a spanking last happened here. Feels like eternity. Eternity. And well, when you don’t even take time for spankings, sex, and much cuddles, you sure as hell don’t have time for blog posts!

I’ve even pondered changing posting time, what I post, etc. Needless to say I haven’t done that.

LOLCat Wednesday

… I’m beginning to feel like I’m trying in vain to hold down grad classes, undergrad classes, life, and a blog.

Oh and it’s been icky float away down the river rainy today. …and I had to crawl outta bed at 9 something to clean up cat poop on the carpet in the bathroom (I went to be at 3 am)…

 

Fun with laundry

While looking at Facebook I remembered I probably needed to run a load of laundry (especially since J. found me some new sweatshirts at Target and got himself a new pair of jeans in a size that fits). So, I go to check the dirty clothes hamper… lots of jeans.  I confirm J. is still in regular leave house clothes (jeans/etc) and so I tell J….

“Will you take off your clothes for me?”

“Ohhhkay!” So, he heads down the hall to the bedroom (he had been at the other end of the hall)… and somehow I’m in front of him. 

Suddenly I find myself bent over the edge of the bed being spanked, underwears being pulled down to be spanked some more… then, and only then, does he proceed to try on his new pair of jeans. (Yes, I’d already been pantsless.)

So, I must remember this, asking J. to take off his clothes means I might get a spanking.

Cats help with everything

I’m making soup so I’m doing homework at table, not desk in computer room. Well Leya (black and white one) decided she wanted pets… Then the browns (Tank and Murphy) decided they were obviously missing something….

… Couple minutes later everyone left. Probably once they figured out I definitely wasn’t giving out tasty noms.

And it published the pics in opposite order.

LOLCat Wednesday

This made me giggle. Yes, every now and then LOLCat Wednesday has a dog.

LOL IV

It just so happens that it’s 5 minutes after midnight and it’s October 13 (as I start this) and I remembered Love Our Lurkers Day in time to make a post about it. When Bonnie first sent the email I wasn’t sure I should take the time since last year was less than stellar since I did it last minute…. school made it hard. School’s making it hard this year. I’m not even going to bother begging!

So, I’d like to take this time to ask any people who have stuck around to say a little something … hi is good… as well as any new people who have more recently decided I talk about interesting enough stuff to read. Did that make sense? no? Good. Just comment. It’s awesome to see comments and just because I don’t respond doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate! So, comment.

You’ll make a frazzled college student who’s had a lack of sex, spankings, sub space, and submission, in her life recently, happy. It’s the little things that count towards happiness don’t ya know.

Do you like the green theme? Should I change it? Should I have more of anything? Less of anything? (I added something for categories.) Sorry, you probably can’t convince me to stop the lolcats. (chuckle) Even feel free to suggest scary sounding things for J. to do to my ass! …within reason of course!

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I apologize if I fouled up RSS feeds for people. I didn’t know until just now that time on wordpress blogs needs manually adjusted for daylight savings time. Now I’ll be posting at the time I think I’m posting at! I had to mess with some stuff to get this post to show up when/how/etc that I wanted it too.

Sunday night spanking

The time and energy were found for a spanking Sunday night. Sex too, and a little bit of blow job. And me bent over the edge of the bed, blue butt plug inserted, while J. used the Hitachi to make me come.

The spanking was fierce I thought. Lots of crop. Lots of moans and gasps out of me. It felt more like how I remembered spankings to be. I was kind of surprised my ass wasn’t sore today from it. I probably need a longer spanking for that. Part of me is wishing I could have a nice sore ass to distract me in some of my more annoying classes….

I’d go into all kinds of nice details if I could… but I’m too tired. School this semester is lots of reading and writing. It seems to effect my time and interest in blogging! Scary thought huh?

I can say one thing for sure though. We needed it. I was honest and told him he needed to lead… sex was the last thing on my mind but my body was more than happy for it to be the first thing. The drought has definitely ended. Now we just need to find time and energy to make sure the drought doesn’t continue!

I think I might somehow finagle a new toy purchase… one has been planned for months and months and months.

I’ve probably made you suffer through enough of my tired disjointed thoughts and be done before I dig a deeper hole?

Birthday Spanking

It finally happened! Friday night J. came home from work early… like he suddenly announced he was leaving work (on IM) and I was like “Oh, I should go shower then huh?”

I was naked when he got home. He decided that meant it was a good time for a spanking. Damn it’s amazing what a month of no spankings does! How come his hand didn’t soften up and get more sensitive?

That’s right. He just started in on spanking, swinging his arm as hard as he could. Well, it felt that way anyways. I was a little very much surprised…. and a tiny bit happy but sure as hell not gonna admit it! That spanking hurt and I bet I ouched and squirmed and whimpered way more than is normal.

Then you wouldn’t believe what happened next! (Actually you can guess based on the title of this post!) Yup. He decided I was going to get my birthday spanking. Now?! Now?! I whined and moaned. He insisted. He said I’d have to count every swat. Every swat. (I couldn’t count by twos, I asked.) If I missed a swat, it would mean starting over.

<insert more whining and moaning>

And counting. And a few gasps. And lots and lots and lots of swats with the paddle. Well, actually 30 swats exactly. He was nice to me. I said it wasn’t as bad as I remembered it to be. But, still. And I was glad he was nice to me. If he’d like 30 swats of the paddle go… in… well… whatever you want to call that… I’d have been crying I think.

So it took over a month, but, it happened.

Oh yes. This was before we went out to dinner… the sort of dinner that’s nice and relaxed and not about just getting dinner over with and going back home. It was also celebration for me getting accepted for grad school starting next semester. (I feel it necessary to point out grad school is the same school I’m at now and I’d probably have to leave out paperwork to not get admitted… but, anyways.) Regardless of anything, everything, etc, it’s still recognition of sorts.

Yay! I got two spankings this weekend. Oh, I haven’t told you about the other one yet! *grin* On a somewhat related note, it must be hard to spank someone while applying the hitachi to said person. Or at least J. seemed to have a little bit of issue. (thank god!)