A Spanking

Early in the week, I asked for a spanking simply for the sake of having a spanking. J. tried to get more information about what I meant, and I couldn’t really answer his questions.

Well, after I got my spanking… after he’d laid into me pretty hard… after I’d stopped crying. Then I realized what a spanking for the sake of spanking meant. It meant getting a spanking and having the freedom to react in any way. It meant J. would give the spanking and do what seemed right. That’s different from maintenance or stress relief.

Oh, and I’m surprised my ass doesn’t hurt. A hot shower might effect that though. I guess I’ll find out later.